Because if I don't post she might hit me...

Ok I was trying to be funny, but I know if I do not blog she just might hit me. And for that I am scared beyond belief.

Ok Seriously...

It's come to mind taht I need to do something with my life. Something of substance, something that leaves my mark on this world. Lord knows I am a boring twit who has done NOTHING of importance and I should do something about it soon.

So I have been pondering what it is that I should do. Should I give my time at the local shelter handing out food? Should I gather everything in this house of junk that I do not use and donate it? Should I plant a tree? What is it that I should do?

I am so not sure. I've contemplated going back to school. Pharmacy seems like the most natural path, but I am not even sure if I want to do that. I'm kinda lost. So I have been taking time this past week to really think about what it is that I want to do.

These past few years haven't been the greatest by anymeans. Heck the past 3 months have been hell. Between having a sick husband, no money, bills coming out of my ass and everything else you want to throw in there, I have just about lost my ever loving mind.

Somewhere I lost myself, lost the ability to think about what I really want out of life and what it is that makes me happy. Sure some chocolate and a pepsi is good, but what really makes me happy? I sure don't know.

This past week has been especially trying for me. C is in the hospital right now. I am home alone alot, with nothing to do. (I will save the logistics and specifics for another post when I feel up to explaining or purging so to speak).

I am here alone to wallow in my aloneness or whatever you want to call it. And I am here thinking about what I want.

All I know is that I want to make the group trip in June back to Boston. I think nursing school may be a good idea. I need to clean the inside of my car. Lady needs a bath. And another soda sounds like a good idea.

Great start eh?

For You Mrs Courtney!

LOL, you wanted a worthwhile blog :) There ya go! He he....

For You Mr. Caden...

"I don't think you would know...."

So Im at work, minding my business. A coworker and I are talking about a drug, totally ingrossed in what the conversation is. This random teenage customer walks up to the plastic see through partician that seperates us.

"I don't think you would know..." as he looks at both of us.

"Ok, but we can try" says my coworker.

"I'm looking for hair gel that doesn't make your hair shiny. It makes it look natural."

"Hmmm I am not sure, let me ask our Intern..."

He looks up, sees our intern and says, "OH YES! SHE WOULD KNOW!"

So apparently the co worker and I know nothing about hair. We both look at each other and I comment, "Doesn't he know how hard it is to get up in the morning?"

Chocolate and Peanut Butter

So everyone who knows me knows I love Twix. Well for forever on the back of the wrapper there has been an advertisement for a new Twix with a chocolate cookie and peanut butter in its place instead of cookie and caramel.

Sounds yummy right? Ehh not so much. It's just not the same as a normal Twix. Here I had seen this advertisement for literally months...never saw the actual product in the stores and I FINALLY do and I FINALLY buy one and it SUCKS!

So sad when chocolate disappoints you...

She is learning...

So Lady is learning the skillful art of sitting on her hind legs with her front paws up. It's hard for some dogs to do but especially hard for her considering she is a dach and long in the sense. She is o so proud of herself too. Maybe its because I make a huge ordeal over it and praise her and let her know she is such a good girl.

She wags her tail, looks at me lovingly and gets so excited. It is cute and nice to know that something hangs on every word you say. Because lord knows there are people in this world who couldn't give a flying monkey what I say. *sigh* Such is life tho.

Today Lady was scared out of her wits end. Chris called me from the hospital and was asking me what I was doing. I happened to be getting ready to come see him and told him I was getting dressed. Well Lady was laying on the bed not more than two feet from me. Chris must have been talking awfully loud because she turned her head acknowledging that she just might know that voice. So I told Chris to say hi to her. I held the phone by her head and she FREAKED out! She went bazzerk and starting running away.

Apparently we scared her. She is now scarred for life and will never be the same. Ahh we are such awful dog parents.

Are you happy now?

Apparently I have "fallen" off the face of the earth and need to blog. This has been told to me not only thru this wonderful blog but in person.

So here I sit wondering what to blog. Do I blog about the Paradise Hotel episode I am watching? Do I blog about the cold I have? What is it that you wanna know about me?

Ask me anything...its a free for all...whatever you want to know, I will answer it.