I am depressed.
Ok I put it out there. Things should get better right? Acknowledging it is half the battle right?
I have let my life fall apart piece by piece. I have given up alot of things that I have loved. Stopped doing things that made me happy.
I am not exactly sure why, but I have.
All because I am depressed and down. And not wanting to deal with things.
I sleep all day, go to work, come home, and hide behind this screen. I don't do anything. I don't cook, clean, nothing. I just barely exist.
Today tho I took a step. I cleaned my kitchen, did all the dishes. Dishes that had been sitting there for far longer than they should have. And now I have White Chicken Chili in the crockpot.
Tomorrow I will work on my bedroom. Then the next day my living room. One step at a time is what I am doing.
So if you happen to read this...which I am sure no one really does...leave me a comment...tell me your tricks to clean things, keep things clean, how you have a schedule...whatever it is that gets you up and motivated. I could use the inspiration.
Wordless Wednesday: Back to School
10 years ago
2 comments:
Oh the evil depression monster that attacks your soul and sucks out everything. It is miserable. But, I love you. Know that. And the fact that you can put one foot forward and take a step is great. Hang in there!
Tips to cleaning? HIRE someone :) Well, that is my suggestion. Ha ha ha...My big thing is to pick up before I go to bed. Hate starting the morning looking at a disaster. So even if I am tired, I pick up. Makes for a better morning!
Lunch! We need a date!
Yes, lunch...very soon. I am free most days. This week tho, I think I am already doing lunch on Thursday with my Mother. Does sometime next week work? Let me know :)
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