Sometimes life makes you wonder...

I've contemplated many times in the past few days exactly what I would blog here about. I've come up short each time. Each time thinking, praying, hoping for something that would be inspiring or absolutely worth reading. Each time I failed.

Things that matter and seem important really are not in the grand scheme of things. Regretting getting up in the morning, not important...forgetting to eat lunch, really not important....getting stuck in traffic, sooo not important.

What is important?

Life. Your life, your loved ones lives, and friends lives.

Its all that matters in this world. Nothing else matters when it comes to the life of someone you hold dear to your heart.

Why the dramatic blog, full of sobs and stained in tears?

Utah_Bus_Crash

The attached article is that of an accident. One that a friend of mine is in. Her name is Debbie. In the bus with her was her husband (Sabre), sons (Alfred & Kenney, daughter (Jasmine), mother (Peggy) and sister in law (Carolyn). In the accident, Jasmine, Peggy and Carolyn died.

Sabre and Debbie are in the hospital. Debbie is still in critical condition, having fractured her pelvic bone, neck, tailbone and has 2 collapsed lungs. She is currently on a ventilator. Sabre is also hospitalized, although I am not 100% certain of the extent of his injuries (the stories keep changing.

I can't get into too much of what has happened, because alot of it still isnt 100% confirmed. Plus I am emotional about it.

I will try to blog more on it later....

Please pray for those all involved.

This whole resolutions thing...

Isn't exactly going the way I wanted it to.

I had planned on being good. Eating better, exercising...you know the drill. At work I am great, I eat well, Im moving around. But at home...thats a different story. I want to blame the husband, but alas that wont work.

Ehh...I have no idea where this post was supposed to go, but apparently its dead.

Hmmm...will post later :)

Im getting the sleepy eye...

Ok so I have no children. I am sure tho that those with children will know what I mean when I say that my "child" is giving me the sleepy eye.

So Lady is officially 7 months old. Adorable and cute in the sense that a puppy is cute. But man she is hard work. Just like having a child.

I still get up with her in the middle of the night for her to go potty outside. Although the frequency of that happening throughout the night has lessened dramatically. Thank heavens for that.

But tonight as I chat online with a friend I am being given the "sleepy eye". She is staring here at me, yawning, practically jumping in my lap while I type. Ok I get the hint...your tired. Lay your happy butt down then!

Yeah right tho...she wants the comfort of my bed. The warmth of a blanket.

Damn she is spoiled....

Its almost a new year...

New Year=New Resolutions, New Beginnings, New Hopes, & New Dreams...

Reflections of the past year are inevitable. Everyone does it. And everyone vows to resolve to do better and bigger things for the new year. Its a cycle that begins young and every year most people say they never lived up to the resolution they set out to do.

Its the same for me. Ive fallen victim may times to resolving to do better, and each year, usually around January 5th or so I fall off the wagon. Its always about weight. I just don't get enough motivation to do what is right.

This year may be different. I really need to lose the weight that creeped onto my frame. Ive begun to have such issues with nerve pain in my legs its ridiculous. Im not huge by any means, or so I think, but I have enough to warrent a trip to the gym (ok maybe a few 100 trips).

Im vowing to take my medications, reduce the carb intake and hopefully work out a time or two. After all I do have that gym membership I have been paying on....

yummmmmmmmmm

Im in cake junk heaven. Ive been craving these for almost two weeks since you-know-who-you-are told me about them. And today I bought them.

YUMMY!

Helllllppppppppp!!!!!

I'm being suffocated by this mess!!!

My office has hit an all-time high as far as mess. I have piles of garbage everywhere. Its killing me. I look around and practically have a panic attack. Its almost reminiscent of Stanford and Sons. Its scary.

Pray for my soul....Pray I do not lose my mind tomorrow when I attempt to clean the state of disarray in my life....

If I could redo it.....

I would totally redo my first dance at my wedding. I hated how long it was, how uncordinated we were....

If I had to do it all over again.....this is what I would have done.




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